It is 10:30 at night and March just took her mom to the emergency room. She has what looks like a big blister on her back, right in the middle of the surgery line. It has grown in size, about doubled, since about 6:00pm tonight and to relieve her mom's anxiety about it March took her to the emergency room. I know this isn't the proper blog spot for this, but I also know you check this one daily. We have to wait until she gets home tonight to see what is going on.
I tried the E-cig tonight, twice. It seems to be working okay. It is heavier than a real cigarette by quite a bit, so that will take some getting used to. It doesn't have any smell and I do get the "hit" of nicotine to satisfy my craving. This is wierd but with a regular cigarette I know when I am done, it gets down to the butt, I put it out, throw the butt away....with the E-cig nothing changes. I don't know when I'm done smoking. This is good and bad, it may make me smoke more because it isn't gone, or I may just take a couple of hits and be done. It will be good because there are times when I really don't want a full cigarette but I smoke one any way because they are so darn expensive and I am not going to waste one and re-lit cigarettes taste really bad. We will have to see how this goes from here. Even if for a while I smoke the E every other time I want one I will cut my smokes in half.
One day at a time, one smoke at a time, one E-smoke at a time.
Please post as soon as you can about Evelyn's status.
ReplyDeleteExciting that the EC is here! Glad it gives you the promised hit. Why's it so heavy? Do you have to put water in it or...? Every puff of EC is one less puff of the other, so just like you said, one step at a time, sweet Jesus, one step at a time.