01/21/2011

E-cig comes Monday. Have to fight through the week end and then try the new way. Harder on the week end because I stay home and there is no work, so I find less things to do. That is not exactly true, I could find lots of things to do here at the house. Clean, dust, vaccum, read, blog, play with Alexia, and many other things. The point is none of them are things I have to do, things I should do, things I can do, but so not have to do. At work I have things that must be done, at home I have things that can and are put off. So as an excuse to not do them I smoke. Harder to break that habit than some of the others. The thing that amazes me is that I have not smoked in the truck since I started on this quest. That is the one place where I smoked the most in the old days, and it just hasn't been that hard to not smoke in the truck. I haven't figured that one out yet. Why is it so hard to not smoke in other places and easy to not smoke in the place I smoked the most? What is up with that? Oh well, maybe the answer isn't important, the fact that I smoke in one less place is the goal, and maybe enough for now.