02/26/2011

March and I had a night alone last night so I didn't blog. Alexia had a sleep over with Karen and Doug. We went out to dinner and then jusst watched a couple of movies and home and then...well you don't want to know the rest! Anyway, I was at 10 for yesterday, but then we stayed up a little later and I had one more before bed so I was back to 11, but still hanging in there. I found some filters yesterday that are suppossed to cut down the tar and nicotine intake when I smoke. I think they work because they get awfully black. They won't necessarily cut down the urges but they do cut down on the amount of yucky stuff I am putting into my body. Should cut down on the addiction as well. At this point I am willing to try just about anything. Gotta quit, gotta quit, gotta quit. My mantra for the next few days!